Had my finger on the trigger so long
Seems like I'd shoot again by now
So hard when you can't stand the sound
And it's hard to trust
In the rust that collects on my '44
And I don't want to shoot anymore
And it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill
I gathered your remnants and cleaned up the stains
I took care? we once were friends
But it's hard when your song never ends
And it's hard enough to be in love
But it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill
I still can hear you're crying
'N hearse wheels rolling by carrying a body that's lost
So hard to be in love with a ghost
And it's hard enough to be in love
But it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill
I've payed a lot of debt
And I do not regret the blood that I've spilt so well
But it's hard when you're burning in a hill
And it's hard! Aint it hard...
