Fragility

I remember when every new girl

Was one that I'd call the first

Back when I was younger

And the hymens began to burst

The age gets younger every year

I was slipping in my head

And on the wetness of my bed

"You're incapable of getting anything right"

Is what I told myself before bed every night

You should have seen the fragility

And watched me try to lie

About how I had lost my virginity

The only future I could see

Had already faded right behind me

I went from loving myself

To hating myself

To loving someone else

You should have seen the fragility

And watched me try to lie

About how I had lost my virginity

The only future I could see

Had already faded right behind me

You should have seen the fragility

I lied