In Denial

In denial, no my life's a trial

I'm not denying that every little bit hurts

It's a problem, that I'm not solving

Don't mind admitting

I feel like quitting this job

For a while and getting away

Before it gets any worse today

You're in denial, and that is final

You're not admitting

You should be quitting all these

Queens and fairies

And muscle Marys

The rough trade boyfriend

Who in his pathetic own way

Denies he's gay

Why can't you see

This is a fantasy world?

Think I'm going mad

How'd you know if you're going mad?

Look at me, I'm lonely

Look at me, I'm sad

I'm not denying I could be trying

A little harder

To deal with some of this stuff

Know what I'm thinking

Less drugs and drinking

No cigarettes and

You feel a little less rough

Is that enough?

My life is absurd

I'm living it upside down

Like a vampire

Working at night

Sleeping all day

A dad with a girl who knows

He's gay

Can you love me anyway?