God

Yeah

I wish I could just be honest

Wish I didn't have to lie, just wish I would've kept that promise

When I'm starin' at the mirror, I just don't see myself inside it

Wish I could go back in time

Get through high school and go to college, but I just can't now

And I could never turn around, I let my fam down

It's funny everybody sayin', "You the man", now

But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals

It'll never take away the pain I caused

'Cause, yeah, I've been unfaithful, God

At times I've been ungrateful, God, and

At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"

And nothin' is okay right now

No one feels my pain right now

If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now

But I'm just hopin', yeah

But I'm just hopin'

Yeah, I'm just hopin'

Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God

At times I've been ungrateful, God, and

At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"

And nothin' is okay right now

No one feels my pain right now

If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now

But I'm just hopin', yeah

I'm just hopin'

I'm just hopin' someone cares

Yeah, I'm just hopin' someone's there

Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God

Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God

Yeah, I'm a liar

I'm a cheater

I'm a sinner

I'm on fire

And I drink till my blood gets thinner

I'm an addict

I'm a loser

I'm a quitter

And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure

Anyone would love me?

I can't even love myself

So many broken hearts, but I couldn't tell you one I've felt

I guess I'm just numb to the pain

And everytime someone gets close to my heart

I just end up runnin' away

Away, 'way, 'way

I guess I'm just numb to the pain

I guess I'm just numb to the pain

'Cause I just end up runnin' away

Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain