Suicide

Hello?

I’m gonna do it dog I’m tired

But I wanna let you know what's on my mind before I fire

Aye Duende what you trippin on?

Ya estuvo dog, I’m through

I’m not fit to take this shit

This is all that i can do

Aye homie you alright?

Dog I’m sick of all this pedo

Don’t do nothin stupid

Aye i love you homie serio

I lived a firme life que no?

I kicked it like I had to

You always had my back ese

I’m glad i always had you

But reality is crucial, nothin lasts forever

All the shit we did together

Don’t forget me homie, never

Duende why you trippin? What’s wrong?

This ain't like you, quit sippin on that pisto

There's somethin' stupid that you might do

It hurts for me to do this dog

To think of my familia, my hyna dog, my little kids, my little carnalias

But the truth is, I’m a burden

I no longer wanna suffer

Fuck this world and fuck this life

I’m sick of all these muthafuckers

Why you cockin' back your cuete?

This ain't cool homie, chale

You trippin' homie, serio, don't do this fuckin' jale

I ain't trippin', cuz I was brought up with the real

A broken heart can't be re-broke

So I ain't got nothin to feel

I tried to chill

Desmadres always come in my direction

Twenty shots I got protections, slangin' rocks is my profession

Dog I’m stressin', I’m a burden gettin' bigger

With my cuete to my dome

My finger shakin on the trigger

Come to figure

Aye, I’m just as selfish as they told me

Yeah but homie all I needed was a jefe to control me

No hyna got to know me

My motto was to get it, trece años tryna hit it

I don’t think I can forget it

11/second/97, the day I realized

That if there ever was a god, he never looked in to my eyes

Ain't no surprise, my adolescent years is when I lost it

If there ever was a line, the day my primo died I crossed it

Homie fuck it, the thing is that I find myself alone

The only thing I might have left is this cuetazo to my dome

Tell my jefes I apologize for all their pain and sorrow

They won't see me back tomorrow

My favorite years to follow

Tell my little carnalias, my jefia not to worry

That I seen another light through out the night eyes blurry

Tell my hyna that I love her

Don’t tell her I was crying

Make her think I wasn't trippin'

Even though she'll know you’re lying

My kids, damn, I wish that I could kiss 'em

I’m not doin this to diss 'em

Dog I’m really gonna miss 'em

But today, here, and now, is when its over

Not another bala older, take this weight up off my shoulders

Nothing better than what’s less

I finally get to rest

I wasn't living dog

My heart was beating dead inside my chest

But I guess I’ll get to rest all peaceful in my coffin'

Quit talkin' like you’re crazy

Sabes qué I’m finished talkin'