Saying Goodbye

I didn't want to but I had to see you

'Cause you were leaving for good

You look so small, so much smaller than I remembered

And I tried so hard to be family

But you are a stranger

But I couldn't let you leave without saying goodbye

For the life of me I’ll never know why

You were always leaving without saying goodbye

I didn't know you, you didn't want me to

And that I never understood

I always wondered in that spell you were under

Did you ever love me?

And now I’ll never know

But I couldn't let you leave without saying goodbye

For the life of me I’ll never know why

You were always leaving without saying goodbye

You did what you did

Things I could never forgive

You were who you were

A double-edged blade

But I love you anyway

I love you anyway