Losing Myself

In my head, I dream of space so that one day I could leave this place Up here I look down, down away From my fears, I can't stay But I think I've been up here for a little too long Cause that pain feels so wrong I can't run away from it forever I can't turn and say whatever I'm losing myself and I can't find a way I'm going down to hell but I have nothing left to say Home Just doesn't feel like home I leave what I don't have and I roam I escape it so I won't have to face it Yeah I'd rather just replace this I'm losing myself and I can't find away I'm going down to hell but I have nothing left to say I've gotten so lost inside of my brain Nothing can stop it now, I'm going insane But how do you expect me to be okay All the fingers stare at me and say "who's to blame?" Things will never be the same I look in the mirror and I see my enemy I thought that person was my friend to be The person I see is me But I guess what everyone told me was right They said this is not my one to fight Things will never be alright But I will look for that helping hand I'll look for someone to be my friend No this won't Be my end No, it won't be my end No, it won't be my end No, it won't be my end No, it won't be my end No, it won't be my end I can't run away from it forever