Castaway

As I walk along the lonely shore On life I'm wondering Don't know why is it so hard to let go All that I believed Leave the child inside me on the road For the man I must become I hope I find the place where I belong The night is dark, I need find A lighthouse on the coast It should lead me and it's light my mind And drive away my ghosts I early learned the power of love But many times I've failed As I could free myself from all my chains Here I go a castaway Try to turn my storm to silence Here I go against the dark to find the light Here I go against the rain To find my soaking soul asylum 'Til I find peace for my broken heart My prideful mind is always false to my pure humble heart Always leads me to the wrong decision 'til I fall apart Responsibility, it must win over happiness But my idealistic soul won't acquiesce So I find myself in doubt But I'm holding on It's a lifelong blackout But I'm holding on I feel I lost my route But I'm holding on Desperately I'm crying out That I'm holding on