Lust, Change, Feelings

Verse 1: Metalecalec

Gotta girl in my ear, saying I want you inside of me

Comes with the money and the fame, variety

How am I suppost to know if she planning to lie to me

While she riding me, aww damn

I don't even know how To feel rn

But I gotta get it, hit it, gotta split it right now

Gotta get rid of my stress, thinking way too much

All Bout success, and how I can't even find love

Is she my next , she diffrent

Compared to my ex, I can see the difference

I could break it down, but it breaks being lonely

Love when she around, can't say it's holy

She wanna add a title, but my screens always changing

Feelings involved, new every day and

I ask myself, are you really ready

I'm rushed by life, this shit so heavy, Damn

Hook: Metalecalec

I, be, thinking that it's love when it's lust

They, say that I changed, but I, just don't

Care what you think, live my life how I want

Bout what I want

Lotta feelings involved, got prolems need solved

I be dreaming all day, go beyond the starsssssss

Superstarssss, yeah, yeah

I really do it, I really do it, I do

They really did, they really did, they did, they did

And it's like that, yeah it's like that

Verse 2:

Now we can take it back, 2 years in the past

I would hit the blunt, & take it all to the face

Use to kick it with the homies, now they all say I changed

Had to catch a flight but y'all fucking right

Y'all in the same place, I'm on a different level

2 years passed but it feels like several

Y'all long gone them times weren't special

I ain't fucking with it, I'm on a mission

Shoulda been grateful at least you got to witness

Now y'all hateful, hating ass bitches

Living out my dreams, on the other side

But it ain't what it seem, & i can't even lie

But it beats being broke, being cold, down baseline

Y'all went cricked while I stayed on the straight line

I Don't understand, y'all stupid

Or you couldn't comprehend all the shit that I was proving

Like damn

I don't even feel bad, at all

All y'all lazy but you want it all

Y'all got it backwards ain't ever gone get it

But What I'ma get is plastered, because I got the vision

And it's just like that, don't Hmu don't fuck with you

You can stay trapped far as I'm concerned. Blame being lazy cause it's stuck with u

Bitch

Verse 3: Metalecalec

I got mixed emotions right now

Here I go think out loud right now

Again, loving the sex, it's before marriage

Got her taking off everything she was wearing

We going so fast, should we slow it down

Is this how we living while I'm in ur town

I ain't feeling dejah this new to me

U nude for me, u soothing me

My phones ringing, gotta go

Haters clingy, they wanna know

What I'm doing man, they in my business

Tryna infect me, with they sickness

Wait a minute, I'm tryna live my life

Before an idiot takes it somewhere in the night

Don't understand, lemme paint my picture

Use my voice I don't need a mixture

Of paint, but my pain ain't plain, it helps

My heart was cold, but now it melts

I gotta inspire, for the world to see

I pour it all out so the shits felt

They gotta feel me, lost my privacy

Growing up, got anxiety

I'm 19, time passing, doing everything to live righteously

Damn