No Halo (Rearranged 2018)

Just last week

I slept eight hours total, I barely sleep

Maybe that's why I've been weak

The same things that plague you still plaguing me

God called you to fulfill a vacancy

I tried to see why it wasn't me

So, I didn't show up to your funeral

But I showed up to your house

And I didn't move a muscle

I was quiet as a mouse

And I swore I saw you in there

But I was looking at myself

I'm placing bets

Against myself, and honestly I'm a mess

Like a car engulfed in flames, I am a wreck

Things I should have said through call or text

I've just really been so busy and I regret

'Cause if there's no rest for the wicked

I'm as evil as it gets

So I didn't show up to your funeral

But I showed up to your house

And I didn't move a muscle

I was quiet as a mouse

And I swore I saw you in there

But I was looking at myself

So will you show up to my funeral?

Will you be wearing white or black?

And I know the voice is in you

It's the energy I lack

So if there's a race to heaven

I will always come in last

And if there's a race to heaven

I will always come in last