I Need Help

I get so judged by all the mistakes that I made in my past

The scariest part of this rap game is how long I'ma last

And be countin' that cash

I look in the mirror, I see fear in my eyes

Every time I smile, I'm tellin' a lie

If I'm bein' honest, I wanna cry

Man, I wanna die

I was a kid, I was a child

Every decision I made, it was wild

I got some haters, they want me dead

Hopefully I never make 'em smile

Who's my friend, who do I trust?

I trust God, that's my dawg

Am I a bad person just because I fucked up and I broke the law?

No, I'm not, I got a heart

I will admit that I wasn't smart

I had a role in the movie, they saw somethin'

And then I lost my part

Yeah, it hurt, it made me feel like a piece of dirt

I try so hard, but every time I try, nothin' ever works

Look who I've become

Look at what I've done

I feel so numb

Life isn't fun

I'm on a mission all by myself, I think I need help

The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

Listen to these lyrics, I need help, I need help

Lately, I been suicidal, thinking 'bout killin' myself

I pray to God, show me the way

Show me the light, I'm a thief in the night

If you ever need my advice

I probably tell you that everything will be alright

But the truth is I don't even

Believe the words that are comin' right outta my mouth

Money the root of all evil

I'm thinkin' of burnin' my house down

Down to the ground when no one's around

My mind, my body, my soul is lost

And they all know where to be found

Maybe they're just outta town

I hope I see them again, I'm losin' all of my friends

Yeah, I sin, but I repent, they don't know what I have been

Yeah, I did a lot of evil, yeah, I did a lot of evil

But when I make music like this song, I make it for the people

Look who I've become

Look at what I've done

I feel so numb

Life isn't fun

I'm on a mission all by myself, I think I need help

The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

I need help, I need help, I need help, I said

I need help, I need help, I need help

I need help, I need help, I need help

The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself