Karma's a Bitch (Don't Tell Her I Said That)

Think of that train I almost walked out in front of

On that bright and sunny morning

I'm getting so boring

I don't blame you if you want to ignore me

Don't worry

I'm not trying to forget anymore

That's what these days are for

I hope you never have to see me

Struggling down Poppy Street

Pray that this is all a dream

Please don't remember me at my worst

'Cause this is all it is

I think just like a kid and now

I think I'm stuck here

Rip out my nails at the cuticles

Pick at every scab

Until I bleed out, refuse help

Cough up blood, you're eighteen now

Food stamps get you everywhere

When you know where to buy

Can't fight the corporate power

When you're fighting for your life

No one's ever felt like this before

No one's ever been like me before

Please don't remember me at my worst

'Cause this is all it is

I think just like a kid and now

I think I'm stuck here

Shut my door so you can't see me struggle

I don't think you're worth the trouble

I don't think you're worth the trouble

I

Skateboarding down Rutledge

And the things I'll never be

Kill my ego in a dream and wake up smiling

I forgive you

But you didn't really ask for that, did you?

Today I find myself laughing in a voice that's not my own

I hope you smash your fingers in the window when you go

Please don't remember me at my worst

'Cause this is all it is

I think just like a kid and now

I think I'm stuck here

A shelf full of self help books with the tags still on

I hope to God you sleep well tonight

Because I know I won't

Someone call my counselor

And tell her I'm fine

I can do some heavy lifting

But not with the weight on my mind