Giver (Seattle Sessions)

I call my brother yelling out

I fell in love and then fell out

And I don't know if I can take the hint

I let a stranger in my bed

I pretended you were him

'Cause I needed to feel wanted

I gotta

Oh, I gotta find another way

Another way

I gotta

Oh, I gotta find another way

Another way

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

Every day's another shot

But all I do is fuck it up

Screaming 'cause I got it too good to cry

I put the medicine inside my head

Apologize for all the things I said

Girl, it takes guts just to survive

I gotta

Oh, I gotta find another way

Another way

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I got so much soul in my body

But no one keeping me honest

And whole days turn into holes in my mind

I got high hopes, lots of potential

I'm high, broke, searching for symbols

And I will not let go of what is mine

I got so much soul in my body

But no one keeping me honest

And whole days turn into holes in my mind

I got high hopes, lots of potential

I'm high, broke, searching for symbols

And I will not let go of what is mine

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm tryna be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver