Hold It Together

She said, "Are you okay?"

And I'm starin' into space

It's makin' her nervous 'cause one thing is certain

I don't have my head on straight

We're tryin' to get through each week

On two or three hours of sleep

I say to be patient, that we're gonna make it

I have to admit that I'm strugglin'

They say take it slow, but the world keeps spinnin'

And that I don't control

And so there I go

Tryna act normal so they won't know that

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

They say that they sympathize

I'm grateful they take the time

But bringing it up at this six-year old birthday

It kind of **** my vibe

We end on an awkward note

I'll make the most awkward joke

Too dark to be funny, I shouldn't have come

It'd be weird to go home and I'm strugglin'

They say take it slow, but the world keeps spinnin'

And that I don't control

And so there I go

Tryna act normal so they won't know

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

Oh, I don't know what else to try

Pretend I'm in control but I

Just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

I'm just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling

Oh, I don't know what else to try

Pretend I'm in control but I

Just tryin' to hold my **** together

Together, darling