Foolish

Promised I wouldn't shed no more tears for you Can't make up my mind, it's too hard to fight I give into all of my fears for you I'm a pusher, mistaking affection for abuse Betting on you, I got everything to lose Why do I do that? Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it I'm foolish Clueless Problematic, I got issues with me Rather run away than find solution I'm losing I, I, I (I got to) I, I, I, I (trying) Foolish (Get my) get my shit together I, I, I, I As long I'm standing here breathing, I will be Making excuses, hiding from truths And hearing the same old things Go ahead, gotta figure it out Another lecture I can do without it I don't know where my head is Told myself I've already said this I'm a fighter protecting my battle from a truce Betting on you, I got everything to lose Why do I do that? Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it I'm foolish Clueless Problematic, I got issues with me Rather run away than find solution I'm losing Honestly, I'd probably do better alone I just need some time to see if I can move on (without this) I'm lost without you, so (I doubt it) I'm losing I, I, I, I I got to try and get my, get my- Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it I'm foolish Clueless Problematic, I got issues with me Rather run away than find solution I'm losing