Traveling Hard

Traveling hard, too much away for someone at my age

Guess that I will fake it

Till I can't I can't make it anyway

So last time I cried was in the morning

Of the dreary hotel room

I wanted home, fully convinced that I needed it with you

Skimming through the world map

To count the cities we made love in

How I forgot to check relationship's expiration date

Nothing to do when us is ending, but I don't want it to

Guess that I'll accept it

I should eat something, I'm not hungry

The blatant sign that I am not, I'm not feeling very good

Now that I don't know what is real and what is really not

I should change perspective

It's not a crime to be this young

Well, I didn't shower

Another sign I'm not feeling very good

If I date men, gotta accept I may be better than them

Lot of counteracting

No more neglecting me for their sake

I'm not defective, no need to be fixed

I just need to love myself

Now that I know it isn't real, your love is really not

I'll keep my perspective

It's not a crime to feel like crying

One oversight, it doesn't mean I won't take care of myself

Traveling hard, too much away for someone at my age

Guess that I will fake it

Till I can't make it anyway

So the last time I cried was in the morning

Of the dreary hotel room