Always Been

And I'm sad thats how its always been

I've got a couple missed calls I don't want to answer

But you still hit my phone and always say the same words

And I can't get you off my mind

I can't read between the lines

And I

Still never answer

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl I know I sin

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl

I know I sin

I still feel the waves

I look into your eyes and I'm looking at your face

I never wanted you to look at me as a disgrace

You will always be my dream that I chase

Now I'm stuck feeling lonely

If I ever need you would you even fucking call me

And you never been the one to lie

But you could bend the truth girl you got me crying

Why'd you do it

Why'd you fucking lie to me

Why'd you do it

Why you wanna die for me

I say I never wanna tell the fucking truth

Ima get you on a pouf

Ima spit it in this booth like

I spit my feelings out this way

You never wanna talk to me not night or fucking day

Fuck your fucking feelings I'm allergic to the hate

I know its not my fault and I just swear that you changed

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl I know I sin

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl

I know I sin

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl I know I sin

And I'm sad that's how it's always been

And I lie girl

I know I sin