Inertia

Return to me

My deepest love

Restore the stars I dreamt of

Restore the stars

There's only ever been

A single way that I felt seen

Breaking down my life and sifting through the strife

Collecting and building a sample of my grief

Falling into disbelief

I've never felt alive without a meaning

I had to lose my way to find the feeling

Stuck in a procession

My feet were nailed to the floor

Inertia filled my chest

I had nothing left

You buried my dreams

Buried them with me

But I clawed through the dirt

Fed my nails the fucking earth

Broke through the surface

Holding tight my only purpose

There's only ever been

A single way that I felt seen

Breaking down my life and sifting through the strife

Collecting and building a sample of my grief

Falling into disbelief

I've never felt alive without a meaning

I had to lose my way to find the feeling

You stitched my mouth shut and drowned me out

I was never yours

But I was never myself either

I was never yours

You bent and broke but I never left

I wish I had