Voicemail

Ah hold on, lemme try callin' him one time *Phone rings* Come on pick up man, fuck *Phone rings* I've been callin' tryna get a hold of you, you, yeah, yeah Feelin' lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? I'm callin' God, leavin' voicemails I know you're there, I need to talk before my voice fails Before your boy bails 'Cause they be takin' all the fun away I'm listening to "Say Goodbye to Hollywood" and "Runaway" I guess be careful what you wish for, right? You say the truth and they come at you with pitchforks, right? I'm in Copenhagen, overthinkin', every single moment, pacin' Round and round the room, it's 4:00 AM, I'm at the phone just waitin' For your call, I need a pep talk, God It's getting harder to keep going I need a rest stop, God I swear none of these massages get the stress off, God Sometimes I swear I wanna get a gun and let off, God Aim it right at my enemies, make the Devil obey me They tryna kill me, can you blame me for the thoughts I have lately? I know it sounds crazy, that's why I call daily Please don't betray me, God can you save me? (Pick up) I've been callin' tryna get a hold of you, you, yeah, yeah Feelin' lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? Family issues make success bittersweet Sometimes a cold shoulder's the only way to deliver heat That's the situation that I'm in with my dad Me and my mom dipped quick, no one lives with my dad Yeah, it's sad but he brought it onto himself Last time we talked, we didn't talk, we just yelled He knows he got issues, he told me he's gettin' help 'Til then I gotta put this relationship on the shelf Deal with what I'm dealt, welp, boohoo, right? I shouldn't care 'cause I got houses and some new coupes, right? But money's not an adhesive that can take all the pieces Of a broken family and put them back together Arenas ain't as loud as inner turmoil Get to the roots, replace any burnt soil While the world boils over fake problems with me I just need 60 seconds, yo, God, hit me (Please record your message) I've been callin' tryna get a hold of you, you, yeah, yeah Feelin' lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? Fuck I guess I'ma just keep calling One of these days you gonna pick up, hopefully Yeah