I Feel Dread

Fate

Has not been kind to me

I store up my energy

In an effort to be free

But I simply could not see it

I feel dread

Life

Is for the privileged and the few

Dreams

They’re for the lucky who can do it

But I see right through it

Why live deluded?

I feel dread

There Inside my lonely little room

Headphones on and I’m singing along To “Saint Julian”

The music’s all I’ve got

These songs are all I’ve wanted

I feel dread

I know, I know

I said I’d try again

But here I am

So very low again

So very sick

So sick of again and again and again and again and again

-Oh no!-

I feel dread