Old Me

Yo I'm living proof that people can change But don't think for a moment that I cant change back Come along way from what I used to be Don't provoke the beast Been the dealer and the addict so I know the streets Yo Don't fuck with me Found my peace of mind I'll even share a piece Cuz I don't need the beef Y'all don't wanna turn me back to the old me Nah. you don't know me Born a Gemini Dr. Jekyll Mr. Hyde Gotta devil inside caught between him and I Imagine all your mind good or bad multiplied Had to learn to be a man right about the age of five Broken home empty bottles like Life was all a lie Apple didn't fall far I became what I despised Mad Alcohol and needles it's a wonder I survived Cheated death so many times didn't think I that could die Russian roulette false hope gets revolved Click, click, click problem still not solved Hit rock bottom and surrendered to it all Broke down to understand that the broken are evolved Gotta hair pin trigger John Wick lit fuse Don't play on my patience like duck duck goose Madman or monster doesn't matter who you choose I got no control of either I suggest you play it cool Come along way from what I used to be Don't provoke the beast Been the dealer and the addict so I know the streets Yo Don't fuck with me Found my peace of mind I'll even share a piece Cuz I don't need the beef Y'all don't wanna turn me back to the old me Nah you don't know me Listen. I'm Irish, Japanese, and I'm German. You ain't fucking with me that's for certain I'm not the same person I'm a way better version But the opposite is Oz I'm a beast behind the curtain So don't ever take my kindness for a weakness I am way more like Yeezy than I'll ever be Jesus My attention's hyperactive so I wouldn't test my genius Been sober many years but I'm still missing pieces More spiritual now still knock the fuck out you fam I will never show my hand like all y'all front for gram Call your bluff every time I'll never give you a chance Just Like Guru and Jada I leave you right where you stand I've been lethal, been evil spit ether Try and stay peaceful I'm a grim repercussion You don't wanna wake the dragon sleeping down in the dungeon We never lose our demons only learn to live above them Come along way from what I used to be Don't provoke the beast Been the dealer and the addict so I know the streets Yo Don't fuck with me Found my peace of mind I'll even share a piece Cuz I don't need the beef Y'all don't wanna turn me back to the old me Nah. you don't know me Rock bottom is a solid foundation Yo I made it I'm here for the taking fuck complacence I ain't waiting Hating is confused admiration stop complaining And pain ain't erased with paper chasing time you face it Time to be a better man be a better man Accept what we can't change and change what we can I'm trying to be a better man be a better man Woke don't mean having knowledge Woke is when you have knowledge of self Knowledge ain't power Knowledge applied is power Time y'all learn how to detach from emotion and stay focused