Broken Home

Never going back to being trapped in my head

Better off dead than stuck living in regret

Always upset with myself but didn't dare to ask for help

Cuz no one ever could bear what I wanted to share

With them or listen to the wisdom I was given

Til I put it all into a rhythm you can digest

Just to try to dissect every word

Where I pulled from the hurt try'na show you what I'm worth

As I put in work with a notepad and a pen

Making sure that I'm never misunderstood again

With no luck or fucks or a miracle

When it all comes from the heart of LEARICAL

LEARICAL, LEARICAL

Making sure that I'm never misunderstood again

With no luck or fucks or a miracle

When it all comes from the heart of LEARICAL

Stay with me while I'm awake

Cuz I can't sleep alone

Save me from another day

In this broken home

Now it's time to get a little personal with what I wrote

So listen close cuz you're about to step into the danger zone

Leaving you asking why in denial try'na turn back the dial

On all of this shit I managed to compile

So for starters I looked to my father as my mother

Cuz she didn't to tell her daughters

She had a son, their brother

But didn't want us to know each other making me wonder

If I'm just another dumpster baby going crazy for these ladies

Who love me and don't desert me then they think they deserve me

Which is a little concerning given the habits I picked up from my dad

Treating 'em like trash as I leave my bags

On the side lines every single time

Somebody tries to get close to me with hopes to be

Something more yet I shut the door in their face

A mistake I always make but can't seem to break

Like the hearts I rip apart

Searching for a love to fill the void ever since I was a boy

Stay with me while I'm awake

Cuz I can't sleep alone

Save me from another day

In this broken home

Stay with me while I'm awake

Save me from this broken

Stay with me while I'm awake

Save me from this broken home

From this broken, from this broken home