Ghost

I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far

I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up

I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough

But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die

But nothin' very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escapin' me won't end the pain

And I'll be hauntin' all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before, and this time, I made a deep cut

I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough

And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you", like a good son

But this life is overwhelmin' and I'm ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escapin' me won't end the pain

And I'll be hauntin' all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again, and I think I might black out

I should've left a letter, but I had nothin' to write about

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up

The cutting part was easy, but regrettin' it is so fucked

Yeah, take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escapin' me won't end the pain

And I'll be hauntin' all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be

(I tried it once again and I think I went too far) The man that I was meant to be

(I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart) The man that I was meant to be

(I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son) This life is overwhelmin' and I'm ready for the next one