I'm angry and tired

I'm lonely and scared

Thought alcohol would heal my pain

I tried to pray but it was all in vain

Inserting what keeps me empty

Inserting what keeps me numb

I thought she would always love me

All she did was run

She knew I'd die

she knew I'd die

But she won't talk about

How she could save me

I told you I could no longer be afraid

To be alone in the dark

My mind was made to be split in two

I still crave the idea of you

I'm sorry I blacked out again

Don't remember what I said

This is the last time, I swear

I'll leave you alone

What will you think of me?

What will you think of me now?

Of me now?

Can you save me?

Will you save me now?

Now

I was alone when the light came

And I knew where he'd send me for all my shame

There was nothing in his eyes as he threw me below

I was born with more sorrow than you'll ever know

So can you blame me for

Cutting it, cutting it short?

Won't be a surprise the day that I die

It's all in my mind, so there's nowhere to hide