Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me, And I don't like what I see, I'm not who I appear to be So I start off every day, Down on my knees I will pray, For a change in any way But as the day goes by, I live through another lie, If it's any wonder why Am I ever gonna change If I say one thing, Then I do the other It's the same old song, That goes on forever Am I ever gonna change I'm the only one to blame When I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight, Gone on too long Please tell me if it's true, Am I too old to start anew, Cause that's what I want to do But time and time again, When I think I can, I fall short in the end So why do I even try, Will it matter when I die, Can anyone hear my cry? Am I ever gonna change Take it day by day My will is weak And my flesh too strong This peace I seek Till thy kingdom comes