A Deep Slow Panic

I watched you go out the door With poise I'd not seen before I saw you shine You shine I collapsed to the floor It promised it'd miss me more and said "True love is mine. I missed you Did you miss me?" Slowly, it's consuming me Deliberate and deep I can't take this deeper panic Teach me Teach me not to dream Dream deeply I haven't left here for days My panic keeps me awake as he unwinds inside He told me I should have known That he hated the way I'd grown to love soft lies She lied "Do you miss her? Like I miss you?" Slowly, it's consuming me Deliberate and deep I can't take this deeper panic Teach me Teach me not to dream Dream deeply Ohh, ahh, oh, ohh Ohh, ahh, oh, ohh Oh Slowly, it's consuming me Deliberate and deep I can't take this deeper panic Teach me Teach me not to dream Dream deeply Slowly, I swallowed your fears For all of those years How could you let them consume me? Teach me Teach me how you sleep So sweetly Slowly, it's consuming me Deliberate and deep I can't take this deeper panic Teach me Teach me how you sleep So sweetly