Oh My God

Oh my god

Wish was thin

Wish I was a normal human being

I’m just like them

Stuck in the dirt

I am a victim of my own self worth

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back to when I was so dumb and so innocent

Oh my god

Wish I was black

Wish I had soul when my music attacked

I am so white

I shine like the sun

Just like with Eve count it down to the one

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back to when I was so dumb and so innocent

Oh my god

Wish I could think

Wish I could do something smarter than sing

I’m just a face

Painted in mud

Don’t try for perfect it’s never enough

I’m just hanging with my head down

Oh my god

Wish I was dead

Wish I could turn off the noise in my head

Oh my god

Wish I could breathe

Enough air in my lungs to muster a scream

Oh my god

Wish I was numb

Wish the weight on my back didn’t feel like a ton

Oh my god I wish I could pray

Believed in the words your religions all say

Oh my god I wish I could swim

I’m gonna drown in depression again