ONE LAST TIME

Waking up on the floor

With no one else in the room

I've never felt like this before

I just hope I'm leaving soon

And if tomorrow I don't wake up

Just know I really tried

To make the best of your forgiveness

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

Was so close to breaking through last time

I thought that I'd be sheltered

By nothingness

By the lack of consciousness

But I lay here awake

Too afraid to dream

'Cause if I might have to face myself

I'll buckle at my knees

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

I'm seeing the light

But never felt this close

Push my pain aside

'Cause I can never give it to those

'Cause I never felt what it felt like to fail

Just ringing my chest to the world

I just live in regret, singing a death wish

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

And if tomorrow I don't wake up

Just know I really tried

To make the best of your forgiveness

Please tell me one last fucking time