Drowning

One more time I find myself in this

Black hole with no surroundings

Thoughts are stuck in my head

Just silence ... I am drowning

What has my world become?

Nothing to loose and now I'm fucking done

Like a lion without a voice

I walk through grief cause I got no fucking choice

I am drowning!

I found the strength to move on with my life

My future's black but that's the price

Hate is what remains

Come feel my pain

Motherfucker!

Earning strength through suffering!

I am hate

I don't see

I am my worst enemy

Pray for god

Nothing helps

Strength within myself

When you hit

The dirty floor

Time has come

To be much more

Remember me

And remember my words

If you do nothing it just gets worse

Until you're dead!