I'm scared

I can't sleep

It's been haunting me for what seems like centuries

Can't quite put my finger on it

But there's something telling me that everything was just bullshit

Can't believe everything that you said

Cause the only thing you wanted was to make me feel bad

You act like you're depressed

When you're really just obsessed

With me and what we used to be

Good things don't last so long you see

You took away my self esteem and self reliance I needed

So I stole valuable things from you that I thought would compensate

But I was wrong in all the things I've done

I can't get over it

So I lie my body on the street and wait for the headlights to come

I feel like shit

I'm such a bad friend

Can't quite put my finger on it

But there's something telling me that everything was just bullshit

Can't believe everything that you said

Cause the only thing you wanted was to make me feel bad

It's so hard to forget

That's why I wanna pretend

To escape from all this grief I have

Who knew that life could be this bad

We left our stress behind the butt of a cigarette

A single light that burns out simulating our friendships end

When your fist met my cheek we said goodbye to everything

That could have been