To Give

You're asking again, I told you before The beautiful smile hides the troubled soul Sad faces influence so easily I already have enough of that inside of me So funny you're still around after all these years Ran away so many times, always ended up here Could not ask for a thing from you All you gave me I afforded to loose You see It's all too sad for me It's too hard for me to believe It's too painful for me It's so hard for me to give Too scared to jump, too dumb to fly What side is stronger on this double-faced mind? I make lies all day to keep the pain away God knows my sins are already too big to pay Even the tears I forget the taste Maybe I should try to lick them off your face And though I do try the best that I can You had to be me to understand That It's all too sad for me It's too hard for me to believe It's too painful for me It's so hard for me to give Smile on, hang on Smile on Hang on, hang on