Lord Knows

Dear lord I understand all the problem I'm about to express to you Our things you already know Well here goes nothing Dear lord I'm on my knees and I'm begging please Just help me father this time I'm really in need Feeling like I just can't go on mama cry she lost her home Feels runnin all down to face, judge gave her ten days to be gone My God what I goin do now? So stressed that the day go by ... and I don't know why beg mama just please don't' cry Time give a little ruff I know when I can't give it up I don't Got twins in all their way see the stars when the... I won't Sometimes I ask myself will I be a good father Cause I've never had mine would I give the world to my daughters Live then you learned... what you're soul... grind like... Man only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights I hadn't no food Dear god tell me what I'm gon do Man only lord knows all the time I was on my grind He help what I never could find reach out what I couldn't get a dime And only lord knows, lord knows lord knows And only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights my mama couldn't move And all the pain I've put her through And only lord knows And I'm sick and tired of this pain Hate the lames in this game only down because of my name ... because of my fame Lord knows the world where I came lord knows the nights that I've cried Can't help the pain is inside, lord watch the tears from my eyes Have I seen the letter of reviction no place to go but you wishin Got a bless in comin you've lived it yeah dog it's all in my vision I've been through hell and I'm... how to see the best that I'm... Lost a couple of my dogs mister nigga like shit What it feel resigned in my heart Soul hated I'm scarred I'm a do it for... god damn is hard What the fuck is rapping I really need this shit Blood sweat and tears I really get it on Man only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights I hadn't no food Dear god tell me what I'm gon do Man only lord knows all the time I was on my grind He help what I never could find reach out what I couldn't get a dime And only lord knows, lord knows lord knows And only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights my mama couldn't move And all the pain I've put her through And only lord knows And everyday that I wake I grind no time never wait for mine Still waiting on the day I shine my soul in every part every line I remember when I had no food life's off bills over do Lord knows that I've paid my dues and forgive when I had that news They say my mama sickly thank god she seen her 50's I pray and ask forgiveness just please lord keep her with me I was down and now remember that like yesterday middle that struggle break it this year I'm blessed to say Man this world is so fucked up gas prices is way too high time's hard and I ain't gonna lie Bust ass to try to get by so who the hell is you all to be judgin' Man away from literally nothing yeah I'm talkin literally nothing Man only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights I hadn't no food Dear god tell me what I'm gon do Man only lord knows all the time I was on my grind He help what I never could find reach out what I couldn't get a dime And only lord knows, lord knows lord knows And only lord knows what the hell I don't really been through All the nights my mama couldn't move And all the pain I've put her through And only lord knows And I thank you jesus for gottin me, for keeping me In your name I pray And only lord knows