You Let Me Down.

Love you all the way until I'm dyin' But when I'm there I won't know what to say Cause' I can barely look you in the eyes now Without feelin' all that pain As if it was happenin' right to me Why does it never seem to change? When or where or how I ever want it Is it really all so ingrained? In me to be drained out & empty Withered, lost & afraid All there are is people who just love me But still I feel I'm livin' in a cage You let me down What does it mean to be a family? How much could you ask of me? That you could just let me fuckin' breathe On anything close to my own terms now But you built your home inside of me And I can barely look you in the eyes now Cause' I'm afraid you'll see the pain in me You let me down Like a storm upon the rocks Like a rabbit in the brush I was holdin' on to nothing Like it could ever be enough And I'm right up on the edge now Won't you push me off There's a storm it's comin' There's a storm inside of me But there's no use running Cause' I've forgotten how to breathe And I'm screamin' back now How much could you ask of me? You've taken the life from But you won't let go of me There's a storm it's comin' You let me down