I wish I could say I take it all in stride
That despite all the fear I could be mollified
But I'm terrified of making any mistake
I'm fluent in excuses
The truth is I'm a fake
I'm young, but I don't feel young, I feel lesser
The pressure makes it impossible to process my successes
The stress is draining
I have no training, no guide
I try to hide it
But I'm overwhelmed and under qualified...
Got a lot on my mind lately
Thought the suit and the mask would make me
Into the man that they all see...
Lotta anxiety... lotta anxiety...
My brain is racked
Head packed with irrational fears
My body's tapped, strapped down by watchful peers
Cause from the outside I look lazy, no hustle, static for years
They can't make out the muddled mess of a million moving mental gears
I'm not slacking, I'm paralyzed
Not relaxing, I'm petrified
Everything fights for your attention when your senses are magnified
It's relentless
Nothing ends it
Can't vent about this mental bout without having friends quit...
Got a lot on my mind lately
Thought the suit and the mask would make me
Into the man that they all see...
Lotta anxiety... anxiety...
Sorry to let you down
Took too long to decide to do something
What am I gonna do now?
With great power comes... I don't feel so good...
Got a lot on my mind lately
Thought the suit and the mask would make me
Into the man that they all see...
Lotta anxiety...
Got a lot on my mind lately
Thought the suit and the mask would make me
Into the man that they all see...
Lotta anxiety... lotta anxiety...
