This Time (feat. J Cole)

If only you knew all the love I had inside If only I told you That you were my greatest pride If only I showed you just how good you made me feel Maybe I wouldn't be alone and you would be right here but I don't wanna do it over The first time has gone away You can't rewind the past All I can do is say This time, I'm doing much better Love you like I never Ever loved you before Oh baby, not this time I'm giving my heart and soul That I reach out for my love If you say yes I'll give you my best This time This time, I'm gonna be stronger This time I'll do it all the way This time I'll be a better woman This time I won't get in my own way I could go back you never would have gone If I knew then what I know now I've told you all that I've built for you in my heart In my head I know what i should've said I know what I shoulda did But I don't wanna do it over The first time is gone away You can't revive the past All I can do is say This time, I'm doing much better Love you like I never Ever loved you before Oh baby, not this time I'm giving my heart and soul That I reach out for my love If you say yes I'll give you my best This time If looks kill then Melanie you a felony We both hot I guess we couldn't take the jealousy All in my ear I had my homeboys telling me How to be a player, we fell off like Bill Bellamy MTV shhh, we used to watch Law and Order, NBC shh But now I'm watching solo on some empty seat shit Thinking of you, I got a lot more drinking to do Reminiscing, though I seen it coming Yeah I had a premonition Right beside each other and somehow it felt distant Lets rewind back when days sunny like Liston Smile just glisten, your booty like a cushion Is this the moment where we making up And realise we tripping forever breaking up And then I break you off, put you to sleep know its deep When the girl of his dreams is the same one to wake him up This time, I'm doing much better Love you like I never Ever loved you before Oh baby, not this time I'm giving my heart and soul That I reach out for my love If you say yes I'll give you my best This time