Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill, green pill, black pill I know deep down we're sad still. It's not normally how we act, They should see what's under our mask. We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still. We don't ever gotta talk about it, What do you mean? Cabinet full of orange viles, They prescribe what I need Wanna treat the term anxiety Like it's taboo Come off that opinion I think You need this more than I do I wake at 8am and pad My floor with pillows then stand Cuz all this vertigo is making Me unsure where I'll land. I need to breathe, need religion, Need fiancé on phone, Since our last conversation I don't trust being alone. Year feels like 3000 & Andre. Flood my head with vloggers, Go throw on that Kanye. Oh I hate this shaking, Oh I hate this aching. Nothing that they say These days is groundbreaking We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill, Green pill, black pill I know deep down we're sad still. It's not normally how we act, They should see what's under our mask. We need something Stronger than Advil I know deep down We're sad still. We don't ever gotta talk about it, What do you mean All you ever see on Instagram Is low cut jeans From girls that I can bet are Probably going through some shit But make a fake smile till Their white blood cells lit Your conversations with Friends family go long ways, That's how I cope with crawling Out my skin like ru pauls waves My milligrams are lower, But I still don't know where I'm headed. Each time my heart starts Beating I look for symptoms on Reddit. Yeah this year's like 3000 & Andre. Flood my head with vloggers, Go throw on that Kanye. Oh I hate this shaking, Oh I hate this aching. Nothing that they say these Days is groundbreaking We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill, green pill, black pill I know deep down we're sad still. It's not normally how we act, They should see what's under our mask. We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still. Red pill Green pill Black pill How do you feel? Pink pill Yellow pill Purple pill How do you feel? Yeah this year's like 3000 & Andre. Flood my head with vloggers, Go throw on that Kanye. Oh I hate this shaking, Oh I hate this aching. Nothing that they say these Days is groundbreaking. We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill, green pill, black pill I know deep down we're sad still. It's not normally how we act, They should see what's under our mask. We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still.