My insecurities are when

The men I date or deal with sit here

And judge my body for how my body is made up

As if I had a choice in the matter

My insecurity is the fact that no matter how much talent I know I have

I cant sometimes wrap my mind to believe that I actually can do it

It's an insecurity that the people that the community

That I represent and that I am

Don't believe I do what I do or I'm the kind of person that I am

And I don't even know why

But it makes me feel insecure as shit

As if no matter

What I do or how much I've done

Up to up unto this point

It will never matter

Cause for whatever reason people don't like it