Irony (feat. SeasonalSweets)

Could you please not treat me kind and nicely I just don't know how to act so honestly All my words are jumbled, blushing as we embrace Blurring your happy grinning face As my heart beats I'm searching for the missing piece that makes my heart complete It's you I've found I get the little butterflies whenever you are around Though I try, you're just out of my reach, but I still want to believe If I hurry maybe far from behind, I'll catch up to you in time Could you please not treat me kind and nicely For you only hurt me with sincerity All the many lies, I told, building up to sky I'm trapped but don't know why Could you please stop staring when I look at you I just don't know what to say or what to do How you've got me falling head over heels Could I smile someday, only if this feeling's real How many days Have I devoted just to you, so many, I cannot say Though really close I'm just so nervous I can't speak, and so this silence grows If I could, just throw my doubts away, I'd cross the distance today Gather up my courage, give it a try As I gaze into your eyes Could you please not treat me kind and nicely For it only hurts me more, oh can't you see Every breath and sigh, I feel all these jitters inside While I tried to act cool and lie Could I ever tell you straight and truthfully No, I'll mask my voice and hum this melody Maybe one day soon, with all of my might Leave my doubts behind, and I'll let my heart take flight Though sometimes I don't seem to know myself, I still want to know Everything all about you, learning more, it makes me feel close I try my best to stop these crazy thoughts that keep me from you Though I may stumble now, I'll someday break them down and speak the truth Could you please not treat me kind and nicely Now you're hurting both of us, don't you agree? All the endless lies are drowning me but still I will try To one day tell you why Though I cannot seem to find the words to say Still want to see you each and everyday Though the pages turn, we're close to the end Could I smile for once, could I see you soon again