Blessed by a Nightmare

Hands up and don't you make a sound Shotgun is pointed at me now It just might blow me away So here's all I have, it isn't much but please All I ask is let me walk away Just then I thought I heard the sound I never had this feeling so cold I stood there freezing and waiting I never had this feeling so cold It seemed too easy, it seemed too easy to be gone Hands out before I kiss the ground Shotgun still pointed at me now Ready to blow me away And I don't think I will make it home tonight Don't think I will make it out alive That's when I then I thought I heard the sound I never had this feeling so cold I stood there freezing and waiting I never had this feeling so cold It seemed too easy, it seemed too easy to be gone Each night I dream it all again Steel barrel up against my head Each night I never get away Shots fired, shots fired, shots If the light should take me Then tonight I'll be free I never had this feeling so cold I stood there freezing and waiting I never had this feeling so cold It seemed to easy, it seemed to easy to be gone I'm blessed by a nightmare nightly And when I'm dying it reminds me I grab the air now and hold it tightly Remember everything I love, then I'm gone