Only scared in my head lately

Came here to feel different than that

Thinking out loud there may be

Things I don't want to hold back

That was just her luck and I was never nothing

Always tied in something, I'm just like that

I don't know how I never realized what it means to get around

And who do you blame for everything that you want?

I don't know when, I guess it never happened so I'll see you again

(Something that will stick with you for the rest of your life)

My fantasy’s a memory

I'm only lucky in my dreams

These feelings I hoped I was above

I never wanted time in love

Only scared of myself, baby

Came here to feel different than that

Wishing a lot on, lately

Things that I want to take back

That time we tried to go all the way

Is this the man that I’m supposed to portray?

I'm losing confidence in myself

Twenty-four and scared for more