I’m just sitting down

Tv on, comfy on the couch

Now I’m in my car

Not really driving too far

Sitting at my desk

Boss just asked, “when you have a sec…”

I feel good, I feel strong

But all of a sudden internally it all goes wrong

 

I panic

I’m hooked

I’ll show you misery

I’m buried

I’m shook

I’m married to this chain

I wrote this looking in the mirror

First thing I think when I see my face

I panic

I’m hooked

Let me reiterate

And while I’m at it, keep your hands off my soul

I panic

I’m hooked

I’ll show you misery

I’m buried

I’m shook

I’m married to this chain

I wrote this looking in the mirror

First thing I think when I see my face

I panic

I’m hooked

Let me reiterate

I want to be just like I was when I wasn’t how I am now

I want to go back to when feeling calm wasn’t a mental vacation