Remains

Yeah They tell me, "Count your blessings," I need more to count Everyone a wolf is what I'm finding out Fighting fears, but I live with doubts Sky's falling, but I hold my ground Feeling more unique the more I look around, yeah When you tell me my limit is where I draw the line My mission's to the moon, I won't Apollo-gize It can't be your year when every year is mine Money takes you places, but it makes you blind, yeah Straightjackets all around, everybody sleeping still Music on Xanax made me feel like I took a sleeping pill Life is a highway, one day you gotta learn to take the wheel No more crying, no more silence, time to tell 'em how you feel You either want it or you don't, you're alive or you're a ghost Leave it up to God, all I say is, "Adios" Ran it out the park, now we run it in the prose If your heart is rich, I don't need to see it on your clothes, aye They want a million, but can't keep it a hundred Not the type to say a lot, I just pull up and run it I just pull it, keep it humble, but I heard that doesn't sell The emptiest people usually full of themselves I wonder, am I feeling my soul? Am I feeling my lies? Am I seeing the truth? Am I closing my eyes? Am I finding myself or do I live in my pride? Am I scared to be open or take a look what's inside? I'm not the type to keep friends That don't make me a better man I'm not the type to stay the same, this isn't Neverland I'm not the type to drop a song a day to stay relevant, agh What you really know about me, huh? What you know about sleeping with a coat in the winter, huh? Looking at the rain like I had enough I always had to give 'em more when they told me, "Give it up" Ivan I don't get it, why you always so negative? Why you always down, can't you see it's repetitive? You say you love God, you treat pain like a medicine I'm your biggest fan, I know you'll do better, and Make what we want, I'll start playing your songs again My family loves your stuff, but lately they haven't been Please hit me back, I need to tell you some other things Please, can you read this? And– Yo, I'm not happy with pain I just deal with it differently I really don't care if nobody remembers me You don't want it? Then don't take it Sit it down and just let it be More concerned if I can smile back at all of my memories If I empty my pockets, empty my life savings just to empty my heart Now they say I'm life-saving, yeah, they say I'm life-saving Life's like Friday nights, no one's ever done changing I heard how happiness comes From sacrificing what you want most for what you want now It's not the pretty words you'd think it would say It's the kinda person you are when nobody's around Yeah, so pray for me, I've been cooking Yeah, they tell me, "Make a plate for me" I only hear the truth, what can you say to me? Ain't a game to me, this was made for me Made to be the greatest, but that isn't who I came to be When you pick up the pieces You don't notice that it picks you apart 'Til you look at your heart 'Til you look in the mirror like you don't know where to start All these scars looking beautiful, 'cause that's what you are I've been getting singles from above Telling me, "Imperfection means there's more to love" Letting go will never mean that you're not enough If you can let it go, all that remains is who you've become