Heart's Having a Hard Time

Thought I'd wake up Somehow that weight would be off my chest Last night I said what I couldn't say before I thought we'd break up And it wouldn't take much for me to move on and Find someone I'm a whole lot better for Now I'm starting to think It ain't that easy I hated to do what I had to do 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you I thought I was good with goodbye But my heart's having a hard time (hard time) Making sense of how I'm doing what's right Got me so tore up inside Yeah, I know I made up my mind But my heart, my heart's having a hard time (My heart's having a hard time) It shouldn't be so tough for me To change my lock screen But it's sinking in that I don't get to kiss that smile no more We had a million reasons Someone had to do the leaving But how I thought I'd feel ain't how I'm feeling I hated to do what I had to do 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you I thought I was good with goodbye But my heart's having a hard time Making sense of how I'm doing what's right Got me so tore up inside Yeah, I know I made up my mind But my heart, my heart's having a hard time Now I'm missing you Now I'm wishing you And I had worked it out If it was so wrong Why am I still loving you now? I hated to do what I had to do 'Cause I was afraid of hurting you I thought I was good with goodbye But my heart's having a hard time Making sense of how I'm doing what's right Got me so tore up inside Yeah, I know I made up my mind But my heart, my heart's having a hard time (My heart's having a hard time)