Opak Silence

Can I get a hold of a new reality

I wanna grasp a new reality

release a little and land so hard

in a vacuum of Opak silence

Time has stopped, ceased to exist

my eardrum vibrates, echoes in void 

standing on my feet again, feeling weightless

and nothing makes sense anymore

Far far away in a corner 

beyond - 

the forms, someone’s waiting

release -

can’t get a hold of reality 

landing so hard 

the energy’s intense, unreal and absurd

my darkness is hesitating

In that moment, 

I just Lose attention 

of that something

no meeting, not this time

I want to stay (no meeting)

I feel myself fleeting

but fleeting away

and I cannot stay 

I’m fleeting, fleeting away