Moving On

Hopelessly I wake on the floor Four roses by my head, so I'll go pour one more Shot of medicine, to give me some adrenaline So I can maybe cry some more All these thoughts a jumbled mess I can't say how I feel, but I confess that there's Something off about the way I feel today Cause you left me but you're here to stay You're constantly reminding me Of everything we used to be But it's time for me to move on Maybe I'm holding on to something wrong Maybe I've all along been the problem So I'll try to release my hope Cause every time I see you I know That we weren't ready for love Separation's good for me It gives me clarity so I can breathe and see That I've been codependent on everyone that I have been with Tried to fix them all but me This facade I've been in Deferment of my disposition Complacent with what I've become Maybe I'm holding on to something wrong Maybe I've all along been the problem So I'll try to release my hope Cause every time I see you I know That we weren't ready for love We weren't ready for love And all I wanna do is get real close to you But I know that's the whole reason I hurt If we could have closure We could move forward and heal in time Oh, but I struggle with holding back my thoughts My wants, my needs and everything in between Will I ever, ever move on? Maybe I'm holding on to something wrong Maybe I've all along been the problem So I'll try to release my hope Cause every time I see you I know That we weren't ready for love We weren't ready for love