Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point

I'm on the verge of crying, how am I supposed to cope

I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void

But I don't know if that is even within my control

People keep telling me how proud they are of my success

While I'm just standing there sure it's cool, I'm still depressed

I just feel pain, going insane, feels like I'm barely here

Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again

I don't sleep anymore

Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore

Laying awake, another sleepless night

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying, fuck my life

Dreaming in a world that I can't see

Maybe in another life

I will find an inner peace

A place where I am free

I wanna scream out loud

Nothing's what it used to be

There's a war inside my mind

But I'm not the enemy

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying, fuck my life

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point

I'm on the verge of crying, how am I supposed to cope

I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void

But I don't know if that is even within my control

People keep telling me how proud they are of my success

While I'm just standing there sure it's cool, I'm still depressed

I just feel pain, going insane, feels like I'm barely here

Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again

Dreaming in a world that I can't see

Maybe in another life

I will find an inner peace

A place where I am free

I wanna scream out loud

Nothing's what it used to be

There's a war inside my mind

But I'm not the enemy

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying, fuck my life

Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed

Just to go back to bed

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying, fuck my life