Been through so much pain

Been through so much pain

I think my mind is numbin'

How many drinks?

How many drugs till I mis-function?

Slide in yo' dorm room

But I think I'm missin' somethin'

Take off like a plane

See my vitals plummet

I think I been off one

I been in my pocket

Step with my possé

We gon' get into it

I think I need on somethin'

Check in then we saltin'

Who is you crossin'?

We can go flippant to you

I'm too numb to all of this pain

And it feel like Novacane

I got too many people dependin' on me

So I act like a soldier, mane

They still been doubtin'

But I had a comeback just like Soulja, mane

They don't believe in my vision

So I went and showed 'em, mane

Family broken, I'm smokin'

Every time, I know that I shouldn't

People had my back, then they turned on me

But I act like I wasn't lookin'

Ain't been the same since my cousin

And my grandparents left me

I've been alone in this house

And I'm smokin', drinkin' reckless

Been through so much pain

I think my mind is numbin'

How many drinks?

How many drugs till I mis-function?

Slide in yo' dorm room

But I think I'm missin' somethin'

Take off like a plane

See my vitals plummet

I think I been off one

I been in my pocket

Step with my possé

We gon' get into it

I think I need on somethin'

Check in then we saltin'

Who is you crossin'?

We can go flippant to you

Yeah, where did I lose you?

Somewhere between me and you, but

I don't recognize the man when I use it

I think I'm proof that I think the truth is closer to use

It's with the abuse and all o' this bullshit

And all my excuses, I don't blame you

For wantin' to leave, but I'm stayin' for you

Shit, I would do anything to get y'all back if I could and

Take it back to when shit was good and

Been through so much pain

I think my mind is numbin'

How many drinks?

How many drugs till I mis-function?

Slide in yo' dorm room

But I think I'm missin' somethin'

Take off like a plane

See my vitals plummet

I think I been off one

I been in my pocket

Step with my possé

We gon' get into it

I think I need on somethin'

Check in then we saltin'

Who is you crossin'?

We can go flippant to you