You Could Be Happy

You could be happy, and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said

Are played in loops till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were?

But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world