Thinking

Yeah, growin' up

Yeah, know a lot but I don't know enough

What you doin' here?

Why you even showin' up?

Showin' off or tryna show me love?

Why you look confused like

You don't really know what's up?

Why you always tryna judge?

I know who you are, yeah

Why you tryna-tryna front?

I am not the man I was

Look, made me a promise

I just hope you keep it

I don't like to get involved with things I don't believe in

I don't like to hang with people I don't trust or speak with

If you tell me that you mean it

Then I hope you mean it

Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you

When I hurt your feelings

I'm vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets

You've always been there when I'm low

To help pick up the pieces

I know I act like I don't need it, yeah, but lately I been thinking

Lately I been thinking

Yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I wish that I was optimistic

I wish that I could trust my intuition

To most negative thinking

Makes you a pessimist but

To me negative thinking means I'm just realistic

That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?

Claim that I don't care what people think but is that really true?

Those the type of questions that I struggle with

That's the type of thing that keep me up at night

Wonderin' I wonder if the pressure I been under

Is too much on my shoulders?

Who gon' care when this fades

I turn grey and get older?

Yeah, that's the type of thing I don't wanna answer

But just because I don't wanna do it

Don't mean I don't have to

See, these are lessons that you learn in life

And we only get one of 'em

Hope I'm learning right

I know that everything comes with a price

Yeah, yeah everything comes with a price

Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed

And lately I been thinking

Lately I been thinking

Yeah, yeah I have been thinking

Yeah, I have been thinking