Moods Like English Weather

Well I guess I messed things up again I got caught in a landslide and my phone died Of how I'm losing Every single thing I am Had every plan of not moving from my bed ever again But I got scared of everything Well I guess I messed things up again Well I guess I messed things up again Is this all I'll ever be? I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak I've gotten better at losing and it's using Every single bone I have They told me things would get better, But I'm still waiting for that cold to fade from November Maybe I should let it go. I already melt at everything. Well I guess I messed things up again Well I guess I messed things up again Is this all I'll ever be? I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak All these moods like English weather Are never getting better I might stay inside forever Where at least I know it's warm